dancing on my knees

To dance for others,
Or hold you near.

To see the face
Of yours so clear.

In every action,
And every thought.

I am asking
To be taught.

To sing of heights,
To mourn in depths.

To run to you,
With no regrets.

My actions cold,
And my heart bereaved.

Forgive me for
Your Spirit grieved.

To sense direction,
From unseen hands.

To close my mouth,
With holy bands.

Im not what I,
Desire to be.

If you would,
Please set me free.

I weary of my weary state,
And spit I out, myself I hate.

You alone are goodness all,
So to my stubborn knees I fall.